Just back off

I would lock away my heart and save it for you - Memories of Geisha (Movie)

hope your are happy now, once upon a time you told me how much you hate seeing me crying, you know how i feel when you are not there with me.

" come on you have to be strong, and always expect the unexpected" you said

Nowadays, i hope you are happy and satisfied, it doesnt matter anymore if you are here, even if my heart is killing me, wont say it again, wont show it again to anyone, even the nearest ones.

this is what am saying to my self, be strong, be tough, be adult, your not a kid anymore.



You know what, i really miss being a kid, its very weired, i miss having these bonny tails, lacking lolypops, playing beach racket, dancing, i really miss my self.

A7a Begaaaaaad

kol elly ana 3aizah 2a2olooh delwa2ty a7aaaaaa bgaaaaad .... a7aaa awy 3ala kol 7agaah .... even my thoughts have been fucked ... this is why i just wanna say A7aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.